I hate finding new music sometimes.

Because I think of the past.

And somehow lately I go back to him.

And what he did to me.

How he broke my heart without a thought.

How he told me he loved me.

Then threw me away two weeks later.

Anni said that I may never get over it.

It won't stop hurting.

But I will learn from it.

And I did.

I learned my weaknesses.

I learned how introverted I had become.

It's just so much easier to get lost.

When you don't know someone in real life.

I wanted to get lost in him.

Instead I lost a bit of myself.

And I hate myself for it.

Yet, I love you for it.

I still love you.

And I won't stop.

Ever.

I wish the best for you.

But I will never let you go.

I told you I never stop loving those I let into my heart.

I will never forget.

I will never forgive.

You will just be another SC love story to me.

And you were never a part of that world.