So, I've been on my Myspace. I've had it for a long fucking time. I just never use it like I use Sit. At least there I can get this story that I've been writting out. I need to. It has to be read. The story of my fucking life. It's everything to me. It's like I'm finally opening up. Really, it's just the start of me cutting. It's really interesting how I started tho. *sighs* I've been in a better mood the past two days. I wanted to cry at least 4 times today. I didn't tho. I shouldn't do that. I'll go insane and want to cut again. Crying is bad. No more. *pops neck* In other news, I'M GOING TO BE IN THE AIR FORCE! AH! I got word today that I passed the test! AH! The passing grade is 37...I got a 60! AH! OMFG! I'VE GOT A LIFE AHEAD OF ME! I've got a goal! Finally, something to look forward to. What am I saying?! Next month is going to be the greatest weekend of my life. I finally get my wish. I get Mike. I get him and I won't let him go. Kari I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from a bottom of a bottle ~~~ Got to my Andthisis site to see my new story. It's the one I've been looking for.