Wow. Everyone is so fucked up it isn't funny! I just got yelled at. My best friend thinks it is the best thing to end her life. Anne stopped talking to me and I'm worried about shit that is going on on my RP site. Well...mostly just Kat. I'm going to fucking kill him if he hurts her! *sighs* Jolie...when you read this, understand that I know what it is like to feel alone, but you don't need to fucking end your life over it. You'll be fucking gone in less than two years. Think of that instead of the fucking past! Why do you think I am still alive? Yes, I have my days, but if you come to me and tell me that you're going to kill yourself...fucking do it. I hate to sound mean but come on. If you hate your life so much that you want to die, do it! Thanks Wendy for the realization of this shit. If I wanted to die, I would have already. I might have had a couple of moments, but all I wanted was attention. Suicide is for selfish ppl. I keep telling myself that I am not selfish, but what am I saying. Some part of me wants to pull that trigger, the other part wants to see what I can do with my life. I would rather live. So, stop complaining about your lives to me. Unless you mean the whole world to me and I would rather die than to be without you (Sky, Mike and my sis), then don't tell me. I have my own problems to worry about. I can't listen to all of you. Kari Say goodnight Don't be afraid Calling me calling me as you fade to black