Well...let's just say I'm not mad at Wendy. How can I? She's one of my good friends. If I lose her, I lose a part of myself. *sighs* Sitting on the bus today and listened to Linkin Park. I found that "Somewhere I Belong" is a good cutting song. I have yet to try it out, but I will. I have used "Tourniquet" by Evanescence and that one wasn't as good. "Everybody's Fool" by Ev is, tho. That and "I'm A Fake" by The Used and of course "Last Resort" by Papa Roach. So, now I have 4 songs. "Breaking the Habit" is a good song, but it doesn't have a good enough beat to cut with. Maybe when I get better, I will use it. Who knows. *sighs* Last day of school and the first thing I said when the bell rang was "Oh...it's the last day of school, isn't it?" *sighs* Yeah...but I don't have summer school. I don't really need to. I just have to make sure that I go to my counciler (SP) first thing after I get my scedual (SP) on the first day back. *coughs* I think I am getting sick...again. Kari Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I have no options left again