99 [ ill be the victim ]

For some reason, I keep listening to this song and the first thing that pops into my head is Hikari. I don't understand why. I think it might have something to do with the latests events, but it mostly plops into my head with a broken hearted Hikari mourning the loss of her first husband. Sad? Very. I like Candice and Hikari better. But it just won't go away. It's like this constant thing that just happens. I see a Rose/Hikari fight every time I listen to In This Ocean by Mankind is Obsolete. When Rise comes on after that, I see a small scene in my head with AFR and Hikari. It's always like this. That place was my fucking home. For three years, it was my home. What changed it? Probably me. I have a bad habit of pushing those who are trying to help me away. But you know what, I'll never say sorry. Never. Because you know what, I'm not. It's going to take a bit of time to pull myself away. Hikari mourns every day that she is not near her friends. It's her I am feeling. Her heart is broken. I'm not. She is. And it's Hikari that I must try to make feel better. It's complicated and tricky, but it's needed. The poor character in me needs a new home and some new friends. That's the part that sucks. But other then that, Kayla and Mike day! ^^ I like Kayla and Mike days. They make me happy and stuffs. I just hope he isn't on that damn cell phone the entire fucking time. It's rather annoying. And people wonder why I am jealous. -_- KAYLA AND MIKE DAY! Not Kayla, Katey and Mike day. Those days are over and never coming back. But...TO SEE HULK! I love Edward Norton. *drool* Marry me. ~Kaylaface♥
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