I realize what I did last night was childish. I now know that I am no better than the ppl that have raised me. I'm just like my mother, no matter how much I don't want to be. I keep telling myself that I won't be, but it happens. I'm sorry to the three that this goes to, but expecially to Sky. If there is any chance to say yes to your offer, I wish to still be friends. You probally hate me. I wouldn't stop you. I hate myself, but I always have. I have never liked anything about me except my writing and drawing. I wish that I can be forgiven. I hope that we can forget all of this. I need to grow up sometime. Kari Without the mask Where will you hide? Can't find yourself Lost in your lie I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore It never was and never will be You don't know how you betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled It never was and never will be You're not real and you can't save me Somehow now you're everybody's fool