I've been listening to a song lately that I don't normally do. It is called My Last Breath by Evanescence. It's about dying and telling the one you love how much you love them and wish that you never had to go. And the last wish you make to them as their world starts to die as well. *sighs* It does feel like I'm holding my last breath because every second I am away from Mike, a peice of my soul dies. I can't live without him much longer. It's hard, but I struggle. I yelled at Jolie about it. She couldn't understand. What she has is high school love and she can see him everyday. I can't see Mike. I can't even talk to him. What more could she want from me? This is the man that I plan on spending the rest of my life with. I can't lose him. I just can't... Kari Hold on to me my love You know I can't stay long All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid Can you hear me? Can you feel me in your arms? Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you? Sweet raptured light It ends here tonight I'll miss the winter A world of fragile things Look for me in the white forest Hiding in a hollow tree (Come find me) I know you hear me I can taste it in your tears Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you? Sweet raptured light It ends here tonight Closing your eyes to disappear You pray your dreams will leave you here But still you wake and know the truth No one's there Say goodnight Don't be afraid Calling me calling me as you fade to black (Say goodnight) Holding my last breath (Don't be afraid) Safe inside my self (Calling me calling me) Are all my thoughts of you? Sweet raptured light It ends here tonight