I was surprized at how calm I am today. I can't lie and say I've been fine, because I have not been. How could I? The best person that has ever come into my life has left me. Well, for the time being. v.v *sigh* I put on my fucking mask. Why do I fucking do that?! I hate it! Why can't I just feel what I feel right now. Why can't I just feel? *sigh* I would give anything to kiss him one last time. Kitsune I've woken now to find myself In the shadow of a lie I've created I'm longing to be lost in you Take me away from the place I am made Just take me away from me