Okay...Anne was ignoring me. Then she hugged me this morning. I saw her in the hallway and she just said "AP testing" and walked off. WTF?! I'M NOT INVISIBLE YOU STUPID BITCH! FUCKING SEE ME! DON'T YOU KNOW YOU ARE HURTING ME?! *sighs* I need to get more sleep. I haven't been sleeping well. I guess it is because of Anne. All I can say is, I would rather be with Sky. He doesn't hurt me like that. I love him to death. I may love her, but those feelings can be EASILY pushed away. I just don't give a shit about her anymore. She won't see me. *sighs* Some weird shit is going down on my RP. I don't know if I should tell Kat or not what that idiot is doing. I think I should. I've told Leslie to back off. Then Shadow thinks that Jolie is his soulmate!?! WTF?! He doesn't even know her! I told him hell no! She deserves much better. Besides, he's 13! WTF would a 13 year old know?! GOD! *laughs* I just told off on my Core 40 essay. It was a dumb ass statement, I stated my opinion. I used Hell once and said Fuck. Wendy said that she BSed it and made it funny, but it didn't save. Damn. That would have been funnier than hell! Kari I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired So much more aware I'm becomming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you