I guess no matter what happens...I'll still be right here. I wonder how many ppl acutally read this diary. I wonder which of my friends care. I know Paula does. She leaves a comment everyday. Does anyone else? I always leave posts on other ppl's. I don't see a reason not to. They are my friends. *shrugs* I'll beat Mike and tell him to update. -_- That's not hard to do. He'll post on mine, I think. I always post. I'll just have to smack him back into checking. Oooh...Evans Blue. *half smiles and closes eyes* "Hello, I'm your martyr. Will you be my gangsta?" *opens eyes* Yeah...maybe someday... *sighs* "Cold, but I'm still here, break Cause I'm so blind, say never We're far from comfortable this time Cold, now we're so cold, mine And you're not mine, say never We're far from obvious this time" *sighs again* No matter how he treats me...I will always love him. No matter how many times I want to say sorry...he's not there to listen. I'm sorry, Garrett...I'm sorry... The Dark Faerie.