I had an idea of what I wanted to write.

Of what I wanted to say.

But I came to the reason to understand that it was childish.

I'm not like that anymore.

I'm angry.

I'm not going to lie.

But then I realized that I know it won't matter.

Because I don't matter.

Not to you.

Neither does the man I love.

And his heart.

His feelings.

Are what make my heart soar.

When he is sad.

My world is gloomy.

I can't breathe unless he smiles.

But you wouldn't understand that.

Because we don't matter.

Just your anger does.

And that is why I can't be who I used to be.

Because I am in love.

And love changed who I used to be.

Into the woman I am now.

I would die for him.

I live for him.

And no one can take that away.