My Broken Heart...

Feeling: abandoned
Loneliness is sadness...
You are a loner...not that you don't like people,
it's just that you like to spend time with
yourself or you are an outsider...don't like
talking too much and even going
out...loneliness isn't healthy, but you like
it...what can say?! Just live the way you
want...u_u

What kind of friend are you?(anime pics)
brought to you by Quizilla There is this song by Avril Lavigne that is stuck in my mind. It makes me think of Tim every time I listen to it. I miss him so much. I can't stand to be without him. But I know that he is over me. I had a dream that I kissed him and he pushed me away. He said that we were never ment to be and that I should get that into my head. I love him. I can't get him out of my head. I don't even know if I can talk to him. My only hope is Kelsey. She might be able to talk to him. I don't know what she'll do. I just want her to talk to him because I want him back. I want him back now more than ever. I'm nothing...forever and always...Kari This is one of the songs that I have in my mind for him... With You - Linkin Park Verse 1: I woke up in a dream today To the cold of teh static And put my cold feet on the floor Forgot all about yesterday Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore A little taste of Hypocrisy And I'm left in the wake of teh mistake Slow to react Even though you're so close to me You're still so distant And I can't bring you back Chorus: It's true The way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of your voice Painted on my memories Even if you're not with me I'm with you (Now I see/Keeping everything inside) With you (Now I see/Even when I close my eyes) Verse 2: I hit you and you hit me back We fall to the floor The rest of the day stands still Fine line between this and that When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real Now I'm trapped in this memory And I'm left in the wake of teh mistake Slow to react Even though you're close to me You're still so distant And I can't bring you back Chorus: It's true The way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of your voice Painted on my memories Even if you're not with me I'm with you (Now I see/Keeping everything inside) With you (Now I see/Even when I close my eyes) Bridge: No No matter how far we've come I can't wait to see tomorrow No matter how far we've come I can't wait to see tomorrow With you (Now I see/Keeping everything inside) With you (Now I see/Even when I close my eyes) With you (Now I see/Keeping everything inside) With you (Now I see/Even when I close my eyes)
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Gurl you are something. You're a gurl with a love life. I'm real sorry about you and Tim. I really want you to be happy. Being in love doesn't make you a fool. I hope your friend Kelsey can make things better. Love you gurl.

Shanny
buenos noches.
yea, i guess we are alike in ways. hopeless romantics pining over lost loves? or at least, that's me. i'll let you decided what to call yourself. i have to admit to being a loner too. i hope your friend helps you out. for me, it's totally up to her and i...no friends to help out.
good luck
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[Anonymous]
Awwww I'm sorry for not understanding. That was really mean of him to do that. And flipping a coin between you and the gurl...that's some fucked up shit!!!! That's the most stupidest move a guy could absolutely make! That's just...omg...if I was there I would've kicked his ass...I'm sorry I just don't let someone do something like that with my friend.

Shanny
meh, we are all fools for the hope inside. and some of us fools all the more because we never stop.

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[Anonymous]
Awww you know I love you too, Kari. I know you are strong and you will ge through this. With my help! I will do everything I can to help you. Love you gurl.

Shanny
Yea I kinda don't like your closing either. But it's how you're feeling right now. So I'm okay with that. But I know you are something. ^_^ I won't stop you for doing the things you need/want to do. I'm here for ya all the way. Love ya.

Shanny
oh so true...im me, arkanestar if you have aim. if you don't, tell me which one you use, i have pretty much all of them. it'll be easier than trying to hold a convo here.

p.s. i'm invisible on aim, so just im the sn.

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[Anonymous]
You stole my boyfriend and that really sucks
[Anonymous]
hey. cool diary =)
[Anonymous]
i just did... usually, if you see me logged in, im updating.