FUCK! Wendy found out! Thank God that she found out on my livejournal and not in person. I mean, I don't need her on my ass. Fuck! And I'm going to Logan with her tomorrow?! How am I going to get my stuff past her? Damn it! Fuck this! I have the damn razor next to me on the desk. It hurts more than in the shower...but I have my songs on and I'll be fine. Been trying to make a line, but it's not working. I got a set of nasty little ones tho. Hurt a bit, but I don't care. They are pretty in my mind. And how I need them. I need more.
*looks out window*
That Wendy better not come over! I won't let her in! She can't see! She can't take them away! She can't! I need them!

Kari

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go...let me go

OH! I found a needle! That might bleed good! Wow...the random things in your room to cut with! BOO YAH! ^^