So much has been going on lately. I've been cutting in school. I've been crying a lot. I've been wanting to die and I'm thinking about moving back to Logan. I guess I'm tired of the friends I have here. They don't understand shit. They don't understand me. Jolie does. Sky does. I just want to go somewhere where ppl know who I am and care. The one I really want to be with is two states and a time zone away. And guess what, I FUCKING HATE IT! I want him with me, but no matter how much I fucking want it, it will not happen. *sighs* Maybe killing myself is the best thing to do. I mean, there are really only three ppl that care about me here. The rest are in other states or other countries. LOVE YA KATIE! ^^ *sighs* But I'm not happy. If anything, I'm back to where I was. A suicidal fuck up. If anyone could help me get the courage to end this all, I would be grateful. No one even cares if I'm cutting and they won't tell me to stop. I want to stop. I have to stop. Kari Here she coming and she's drunk again She's only 17 Her daddy said "well that's enough of that Come be my little queen" And now he's touching her under again He's going to give her disease He never wanted it anyway He only does as he please