I was just reading other ppls Sit Diary's from my RP and I was wondering if I ment anything to them? I mean, I love them all. They are my best friends. I couldn't live without them...well...most of them. I hate the arguing, but everyone argues...but...do they even care about me? I won't bring myself up to ask them cause it's not important. Who cares about a silly little girl from Indiana? She's depressed, suicidal and a cutter. Nothing matters more than happiness and I bring none. I just can't help but to think that I am not needed. But I don't need them to care. This is just me wondering. Kari My Shadow's only one who walks beside My shallow hearts the only thing still beating Sometimes I wish that someone out there would find me Today I walk alone ( This song means so much to me because Shadow is the only one walking beside me...Mike = my shallow heart and that someone is Sky... )