;_; I keep listening to this damn song. Jolie's right...It's killing me. ;_________; It reminds me of all da shit that happened between me and Mike when I was with Sky. Then...I remember how Mike felt when I wanted to be with Garrett. v.v *sighs* "I don't wanna do this anymore. I don't wanna be the reason why. Every time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside. I don't wanna hurt him anymore. I don't wanna take away his life. I don't wanna be...a murderer..." ;___________; God...how much more could I do? Is it for me to just destroy the one I love for a few months then...gah. v.v *sighs* I love you, Mike. I love you so much. You're the one for me and I refuse to give that up. I love you, baby. Things will change, I promise. When we're together...everything will be so much better. I miss you...