I'm starting to think that maybe I shouldn't trust anyone except for a few ppl. *sighs* Katey...I'm not mad at you. I don't hate you. There is nothing wrong with you. I have nothing against you. I'm scared for you. I'm worried about you. It's him that I hate. It's Garrett. He's the one that I have a problem with. He's the one that I have something against. *sighs* I just wish you could understand, but you love him and you won't listen or believe me. I mean...I don't think I would if it was me. Just to have someone would be enough for me...but I've been hurt like that before. And I've hurt someone the same way... *sighs* I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. I don't want to watch anyone suffer because of me. I just...I can't deal with it. So Kayet...if you read this...I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Kari