*sighs* My friends think I'm crazy. Everyone thinks I'm crazy. I'm starting to believe it. I guess it doesn't matter what I want anymore. I don't care. Just take it all away. I don't care anymore. It is better if I have no friends and no one to love me cause all I would do is hurt them. I have to let go. I must let go. Time to throw away everything. I must do it. I've already lost Sky and Jolie. I can lose so much more before I break down. Goodbye my friends. I guess I just wasn't there for you. I wasn't there for anyone. I am a failure. I am a betrayer. My heart is black and I will not follow it anymore. I may love someone, but I shouldn't anymore. Thanks Sky for letting me read your livejournal. It helps to know what everyone thinks about me. I'm glad to know that I am not needed. Now, I will hide away...forever. Kari Don't stay Forget our memories Forget our possiblities What you were changing me into Just give me myself back and Don't stay Forget our memories Forget our possiblities Take all of your faithlessness with you Just give me myself back and Don't stay ~~~~~~~ A - AGE: 17 B - BAND LISTENING TO MOST RECENTLY: Evanescence C - CRUSH: It doesn't matter anymore D - DAD'S NAME: Milford E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Mike F - FAVORITE BAND: Evanescence G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS: Bears H - HOMETOWN: I hate it. I hope it burns. I - INSTRUMENT: I was a percussionist... J - JUICE: Apple K - KIDS: I want three. Twins and a little boy. L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: When I went to Florida or Pennslyvania. M - MOM'S NAME: Cindy N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1 O - ONE WISH: To be noticed and seen for what I truely am. P - PHOBIA: Spiders, the dark and being alone. Q - QUOTE: "If we were ment to live, why die? If we were ment to die, why live? All in all it makes no sence to live or die. You just lie there, empty, until someone moves you to clean." R - REASON TO SMILE: I don't have one anymore. S - SOMETHING YOU REGRET: Falling in love and trusting ppl. T - TIME YOU WAKE UP: 5:40AM U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: I used to pick my nose and eat them...Ewe... V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: Cabage W - WORST HABIT: Thinking of myself when I should be thinking of others. X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: I had my back x-rayed. Y - YUMMY FOOD: Japanese food is my fav. Taco Bell rocks too. Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Leo