I have no idea what Shadow is doing to me. I wish I knew because it's hurting me both inside and out. I can't stop the cutting nor do I want to. I like it. I want it. Even now I wish for it, but I can't do it now. I have to hide away everything and hide away for the world. You know why? Because I don't belong... Kari I won't ever tell the world That I don't belong Please don't ever tell the world That I don't belong