I wrote an entry last night but my internet time ran out. >.< I got high yesterday. I feel kinda bad for doing it, but I was having some mental pain yesterday. I just wanted to hurt someone. So, I had to forget it and I did. I drew with Sharpies all day. The worst thing that happened was that I had a headache and my eyes were burning. My friends looked at me like I was nuts. Kelsey told me that I shouldn't do that. Natalie enjoyed it a little cause we had fun after I had lunch. We were walking to History and just laughing and goofing off talking about how we talk to ourselves. It was amusing. Of course, I can't tell her that the person I argue with is Hikari. How could I? She wouldn't understand. Sometimes being myself just makes her go away. I should be me more often. I only am myself around Nat Nat, Mousie and Mike anyway. My sister sometimes. It really depends on my mood with my dad and mom. Most of the time, Meg and I have a good time. Well, I have to go to school. >.< I'll be back later! Kari When the night falls in around me And I don't think I'll make it through I use your light to guide me Cause all I think about is you