381 [ the perfect drug ]

Feeling: good

I donno what he's been doing lately, but it's amazing. He's not too clingy. It's just right. I used to just go to bed, but now I like to cuddle with his sleepy butt. I woke him up last night because my hands were freezing. xD Then he cuddled with me for a bit before I made him get comfy to go back to sleep.

When we were deleting his old entries on his old SIT, we were laughing and having a good time reading them. He was so pathetically in love with me. I can't say that I wasn't pathetically in love with him either. I truly was. My fallen angel, my sexy. I love him so.

Everything is different now. It's like how it used to be. There's no drama, there's no bullshit, there's no little girl taking up the time in his life. He's not stressed out. He doesn't have to give a fuck about her problems. It's nice to see him actually smile and smile like he means it instead of doing it to make me feel better. He's got a bounce in his step again. It's kind of funny that pissing off four people did this for him, but he's feeling good. It's even more funny that they got pissed off about something he didn't even say. xD They assumed that. Silly, silly people.

Yeah, I believe him. I know him enough to know who he is and what he means when he's pissed off and on the attack. Mike is not a very aggressive person. He's not. Yet when he does move on the offensive, he doesn't back down until he knows he bit you where it hurts. Once that happens, he's done. It's kind of silly. Yet, he's my big dumb ass. Despite his BS, I'm actually happy, too. It's not in a HAHAHAHAHAH YOU GOT OWNED way, though that's really, really true. It's more of the fact that people really can't hurt you if you just smile, laugh and go on with your life. Getting on my FB? Classic. I kept the comment too! It was wonderful. I think the funnier part was the fact that not one, but two email accounts were made for me. Just perfect. xD

~Kayla

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