I banned Garrett. I think that is the hardest thing I have ever done. I don't know how long it will last until he begs to come back. I told Katey, I hope she understands. I wish she would just stop talking to Garrett all together. I wish that she would pull away like I am. *sighs* The real big difference between me and her when it comes to Garrett is that...he acutally loved me back. *sighs, near tears* And I can't let that go. I can't let him go. No matter how much he destroyed me...I still love him. I always will. The Dark Faerie