Fun times...not for me.

Listening to: Burrito - Seether
Feeling: bitter
Yeah...so...got a fucking message from Garrett. I sent him a not-so-pleasent one back. It's not horrible, but it's not nice. We're restarting the SC. It wouldn't feel like a real Restart without him. Mike hates that, but he'd show his ass up anyway. Everyone keeps saying that it was my idea. FUCK NO! IT WAS SHADOW AND KAYET!!! GAAAAAAAAAH!!! *kicks fucking stoopid people* I donno...I guess I didn't think about what I wanted at first when I said I wanted him around. Now, I'm beating myself over the head with a stick. What kind of dumb ass would want that fucking goat fuck around?! Well, honestly, I don't feel like getting hurt again. I'm sick of being fucking hurt by that cock. I just told him that if he wants to come around, I can't say no. If he does anything to hurt me, I could bet big money that John would kick his ass off for a bit if I asked. Not to mention Cinni, Shadow and Katey would be all like...*rawr* ...Mike would probably go all psycho and kick some major ass...then I'd get yelled at with a "I told you so!!!" and feel like uber shit for the rest of the month. *waves flag* Gah...things are shitty right now. I would say why, but Mike's sitting next to me and yeah. I'd rather talk to someone via phone tonight. It's easier that way. It'd end up being Cinni probably. I luff her muchly. I must go. Mike wants to write something that will probably start shit and not end good for me. LUFF!
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Hey girl, how's it going. I called you last week and was wondering how everything is holding up out there. I miss you and please remember you're truly loved.