*sighs* I almost did something stupid last night. It would have been the stupidest thing that I ever would have done. *sighs again* I almost left Mike. *sighs yet again* I told him the truth about something and his reaction...I hated it. I hate me. I don't know why he's with me. All I do is hurt him. He was so scared last night. I almost attempted suicide. It was a bunch of shit and I almost said goodbye to him last night. I almost let him go. *sighs even more* That would have been the biggest mistake of my life. Kitsune Bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe I breathe I breathe no more