AH! I HEAR MUSIC! ^^ I don't know why I don't hear it at my mom's. v.v I wish I could. ANYway! TWO MESSAGES! TWO! Gah! ^^ I was really happy after school. REALLY HAPPY! GAH! ^^ I upset Anne a little. I felt a little bad cause she still likes me. She had her chance. She blew it. I'd rather be with Mike anyway. He means more to me than anything in the world. I don't know what I would do without him. *sighs* I'd probally be with Sky. He'd be happy and I'd be miserable. See how things turn out? I wish so much that I could be with him right now. I want to be. I don't want to be alone anymore. I can't stand this. I love him. I wish I could find him. *sighs* Hold on to me my love You know I can't stay long All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid Oh can you hear me? Can you feel me in your arms? Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you? Sweet raptured light It ends here tonight Kari When the night falls in around me And I don't think I'll make it through I use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you