I'm still here. I think... *pokes self* WOO! I am. Wow, I'm alright. I've been very up and down lately. I don't know why but I will live. I hope. I had another freaky day a few days ago. I just wanted to jab my pencil into my wrist and die in school. I have no idea where that came from but it freaks me out. I know that I am getting better, but what the hell is this?!? *sighs* I've been freaking out lately. I want to see my baby. I miss him so much. It seems that the longer I am with him the more I want to be with him. I just HATE being in Indy without him. I can't wait until school is done. Which is tomorrow cause I have me final tomorrow! WOO! *dances badly* Alright...must go cause I'm at Wendy's using her computer cause she loves me. And we are supposed to be studing. HA! Kari Cause I'm broken when I'm open and I don't feel like I'm strong enough Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome and I don't feel right when you're gone away