I know Mike's right and I should stop trying and stop giving chances, but I will never stop. I will never stop being sorry even though I know that it's not me.

One day, I'm going to stop doing it. Watch me do it when I should apologize for something that I really did wrong. Just watch. X.x

I wonder what they'll all do then. Hopefully the cancer that is killing this RP will stop killing it for me, too. I don't even know if I wanna RP there anymore. It's just not worth the stress and the drama. It's just not.

~Kayla