Wedding plans! I donno why I'm so excited about one to two days that will require me having to be nice to everyone on the goddamn planet that I both can't stand and pretend I know who the hell they are. Who's idea was it to be in love with someone 700 miles away from home with? Oh. Right. I have a wedding to plan, in Indiana mind you, and a party out here because most of his family is not invited/cannot go. And I truly mean "not invited" because I honestly don't want whore and her brood there. Or the other whore that is starting to resemble Hikari more and more by each passing day. Michael, shush. I stab you.

I need to get back to a normal sleeping schedual. I need to get back to a normality period. I'm getting sick of this not being able to sleep until 5, 6, 7 AM then getting up at 3 or 4 in the afternoon. It's pissing me off. I need to either just force myself to stay awake or take sleepy pills. X.x Sleepy pills seem to be my only answer. Of course, they just aren't that strong with me. Le sigh.

Creigslist sucks. There is never anything good for me in the near area. Why!? Either way, baaaaah. Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

~Kayla

im not some puppet anymore

and i wont follow anymore

ive left these games for something more

im not some puppet anymore