I don't feel like myself. I don't feel happy. I just don't feel anything. And what makes it worse is the fact that Mike just doesn't seem to care. I told him something very important that scared the hell out of me. How long did he care? It seemed like only an hour. I could keep telling him I'm fine, but how long will it take before he sees that I'm not.

We're not going anywhere and I don't think he understands this. I don't think he cares enough to see. We're struggling and I will not continue to do this shit alone. It will kill me.

-sigh-

~Kayla

i want you to lead me

take me somewhere

dont want to live in a dream one more day