I'm really tired of dealing with shit. Katey got mad at me and wouldn't tell me...so I got pissed and everything went out of control. I feel really bad, but she hates me right now. She called me a whore! ....am I a whore? *sighs* I feel really horrible about what happened. I hope she can forgive me. I don't know. Can I ever forgive myself for what I said. When I get angry, everything just comes out and I can't control it. I guess that is what I get... *sighs yet again* I have to go. Today is da Day of Silence and I'm being really quiet. It's not hard. I fucking hate ppl and the world. If only I could destroy it all because humans need to die. Kayla