*sighs* I really just feel like shit. I mean...I don't feel like I belong with the SC ppl anymore. It's like I've become the outsider of them all. Maybe I have...I donno. *sighs* It's just really hard right now. I'm always tired. I always don't feel good. Everything just sucks and I only have one person to talk to. I only have one person there for me. I guess he's supposed to be there...but I always have a close network of friends.... *sighs* They've seemed to all disappear. I wonder where they are...can they hear me? The Dark Angel