I don't think I could change anything about my life that has happened. I think now...I'm thanking everyone. I'm thanking Jason for nearly taking away what innocence I had. I'm thanking Tim for taking away the last thing keeping me happy. And of course...I thank Sky for telling me to follow my heart. I've learned a few things too. NEVER go back into a relationship you know isn't gonna be right. Don't let yourself down because of people hurting you. I've learned quite a few things, but I still have more to learn. But listening to songs...I just find these lyrics that mean so much to me... "I'm not a normal liar...I just want to be myself" -Lacuna Coil It's just hard to see things without music. I someday hope to become a musician myself. I want to share my words to people and hope that some of them connect to other teenagers like me. "And now the beat inside me Is a sort of a cold breeze and I've Never any feeling inside You're ruining me Bring my body Carry it into another world I know I live but like a stone I'm falling down" - Lacuna Coil Yeah...but there are also sad ones... "Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through I'm going under" - Evanescence Yeah...well...that's all for one day. Kitsune