I'm fuming. I fucking hate people. Bad enough I had fucking Matt crowd me in a goddamn corner today. I don't blame him for it. He doesn't know I do not like being smooshed into a tight spot. It's not his fault cause I have not told him to not do it. But, even so, I can't handle it and I've been on edge all fucking day.

This shit is the reason why I'm anti-social, have no friends, and don't fucking mind being alone. People fucking bother me and I'm fucking sick of their bullshit. I hate everyone. I fucking hate everyone.

The only good news I have is Mike is going to school and he may have a job. Okay, so that's not just a little thing. It's huge. He's going for management and culinary arts. I'm so proud of him. I'm thinking I may go next year. I still donno yet. I'm just not all set in going back into the school bzness. Again, I'm anti-social and pretty much hate everyone.

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~Kayla

please anyone i dont think i can save myself

im drowning here