Yeah, so after a huge ass fight that ended up with me bawling and my two men and Nezumi extremely pissed off, I still don't hate Shadow. Even after all he said to me. It's kinda sad. I guess I can't hate him. I don't know how many times he called me Everybody's Fool...which is the song about me...about self loathing... *sighs* Just when I was starting to love myself, somehow, he ends up killing me again. It's a never ending cycle. Who's the next person to hurt me? But one thing is for sure, he doesn't know my sister. Meg, kick his ass if you wouldn't mind. I know you wouldn't after you read what he did to me. I know you don't hate me and I know that you hate him. It's kinda funny how he thinks he knows my sister. She's MY sister. v.v What a moron. *jumps* Mike will be here in 8 days. Just 8! AH! I can't wait! I want him here now! It seems like it is taking forever! v.v I need to get him something for his birthday...but have no idea what to get him. v.v I'm a defective girlfriend. >< Kitsune It never was and never will be You're not real and you can't save me And somehow now you're everybody's fool