Having a bad day. I love Mike more than anything...but there is this girl. *sighs* My greediness is showing. I mean, I would give up EVERYTHING to spend the rest of my life with Mike. I'm going to spend my life with him, but...I really like Katherine. She's fun, smart, cute and GOD! We both like each other. I guess I feel a pull towards her. Yet, I will not cheat again. I love Mike and I'm loyal to him. Nothing will happen with Katherine no matter how much this obsession with her will last. My life, my soul is in New York. Nothing will change that. NOTHING. So, I will suck up my pride and wait for the day that I can feel my love in my arms. I can't wait. I never will stop waiting. I'm sorry, Katherine...I will always love you. Kari My memory is a fog too thick to see I must have sold your thoughts to stop the pain And while it always rains inside of me My love for you will never ever let you die oh Healing, a broken soul, this lie that I'm forced to live in Taken, now that you've been ripped from me