75 [ im in pain ]

Jesus. I'm so fucking restless. Damn period. Ionno. I do know I have a lot to do today. I've got to go get my check, cash it and then head to the mall. I have to pay off the cell phone so they fucking turn it back on. Damn T-Mobile. Then Mike's got an interview at Uno's. He's gonna drop me off at Sam's so I can get the steaks for tonight. I'm really surprised that they are letting me do this. X.x But I want a damn steak and I can't afford to go to a steak house. So...grilling it is! But it's a chance to spend some time with Mike's parents and sister. I also need to get away from the internet before I blow the rest of my night playing WoW. xD YAY!! I GET A NEW CARD! So far...so good. Not pressing much of anything, but if I feel I am pressing too hard, I'll back off. xD And apparently Mike likes toast. Jesus Kingdom of Loathing. ~Kaylaface♥ ==== Me, Myself and I ~Neurosonic Me myself and I For just a moment We were alive But we were living lies We'd been misfortuned By out minds If all we ever know Is being nothing Deep down inside We'll just walk away And I'm alone again And I'm doing fine Doin' fine, doin' fine I didn't want to be this way I'm never gonna feel the same As the day I ran away From all this mess I left behind We just need a little change It's never gonna feel the same As the day I ran away From all this mess I left behind Me, myself and you We never knew it But things were right Then we lost hold of truth Look what happened To our lives If we can learn to cry For better reasons Than denial We can walk away For something better Yours and mine Yours and mine, yours and mine I didn't want to be this way I'm never gonna feel the same As the day I ran away From all this mess I left behind We just need a little change It's never gonna feel the same As the day I ran away From all this mess I left behind The only way we learn Is burning in the flames The only way to stop the hurt Is to leave behind the pain I'm in pain I didn't wanna be this way I'm never gonna feel the same The day I ran away On the day I ran away We just need a little change It's never gonna be the same It's never gonna be the same Never gonna be the same
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why?
yes, some very petty things happened on both sides, we are polar opposites it was bound to happen. but as always, not everyone can be the martyr, I trusted you with my complete life, if only you would have told me i would have understood better, however hind sights 20/20, we became friends to fast, and it when to far to fast and i let my feelings drive what my mind could not derive.

~Bien à vous