Oh god...one day. One day till Mike is actually here. I'm so numb right now that I can't feel anything. Wait...v.v There's the butterflies in the pit of my stomach. >< God...all I ever wanted it gonna finally be true. It's just so...I'm...it's nerve racking. It's just hard to really believe that he's going to be here tomorrow, but it's true. Oh god... *is freaking out* I can't wait. I really cannot. I mean, e-mails are fine. Talking over the phone feels great. *grins* Expecially last night. I love him so much. But...actually person to person...I'm going to be so shy...so nervous. I might make a fool of myself. Leslie will be here...maybe. I love Nezumi, but because of her, I'll be out there. I'll be so random and stuff. >< *takes a deep breath* This is so hard. Waiting will always be the hardest thing to do. Kitsune Seems your wanting me to stay But my dreams would surely waste away But I still have nowhere else to go So I wait for you to Take me all the way Push me under Pull me father Take me all the way Take me all the way Push me under Pull me father Take me all the way Take me all the way