I hate choosing sides. What pisses me off most of all is that I do it without thinking. I don't know when I took Skye's side with all of this shit happening between him and Jolie, but I'm glad I did. I can't stand to read his entries. They are all about her. It pisses me off more that she doesn't care. I mean, he loves her. What else can you do? I mean, she is obsessing over someone that won't come back. I know it hurts and the pain is too much to bear, but I have forgotten about my ex. I don't care about him anymore. In fact, I have a crush on someone else. This is why I think I am gay. I have a crush on someone from the same sex. I guess I lost faith in men a long time ago. But, it hurts to see my best friend suffering. She is ignoring someone's hand. She is refusing to be saved from the darkness that has her bound. She needs to forget the past and look at the present. Someone wants her. Someone wants to be with her. But, now I fear that it is too late. He has given up. And that is what pisses me off. She thinks he hurt her first. Look around Jolie! You have hurt him far more than he had hurt you...I wish I could find someone that would love me like he loves you... Help me find my sweet suicide...Kari "Even though I'm the sacrifice...you won't try for me, not now...though I'd die to know you love me...I'm all alone...Isn't something missing?...Isn't someone missing me?..."