I'm still kinda down today. Erik noticed and asked me what was wrong. I really don't know. It's really hard to say. So much is on my mind. *sighs* I guess the fact that I seem to be everyone's topic of hate lately on the site seems to have gotten to me. I love them all to death...'cept Garrett. He can choke on vomit for all I care. *grumbles* *sighs* It's just that I feel like they're all pushing me away...like they don't want me around anymore. I'm really glad Sam came back tho. She has always cheered me up. Thanks Sam! *sighs* But it's still not the same when those that you used to be close to just start turning from you. I wonder what I did to make them hate me so. Maybe it's better off if they never saw me again. The Dark Angel