A deep ache that won't go away The buzzing of a clock Counting down the time To my next breakdown Sleep leaving me Pain growing in tune Time's ticking down the minutes Tick tick tick Like a bomb on my brain Holding the rest of me together Tick tick tick Baby, don't defuse me Let it explode Let me hurt myself If I go crazy nothing will hurt Tick tick tick Time's running low I hear the countdown Bang ~~~ Yeah...my internet and phone died. I couldn't really talk to Mike. It sucked major ass. I love him so so very much. I'm going to Logan tomorrow. I'm not too excited about it. I really hate going to my dad's. I just go cause of my sister and Jolie. There's not really anything to go back to. I miss Mike right now. I miss him a lot. He went to a concert with his sister. I hope he has fun. It would mean a lot to me if he did. Kayla