After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here Yeah, that song is getting to me again. I don't exactly know why, but sometimes, I honestly don't know what I'm leaving behind me. What do people see me as? Sometimes, I feel like I have more weakness then strengths. I don't even know if I have any and sometimes it frightens me. I sit here and pretend that I'm something special, but I really feel like a piece of trash. I know that life isn't fair, but for once, can it go my way?! I would give anything to change what I have done. Honestly, could someone tell me what I have?! When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest ~Kayla