I thought I was happy enough to never have to come back here.

But then something happens that has my whole life changed into a different perspective.

And now, I feel like the whole world is crashing down on me.

And I can't do anything to stop it.

I feel worthless.

I feel naked and ugly.

And no one can tell me what is wrong with me.

There is just something wrong.

I know there is.

Why can't it ever be what I so deeply want it to be?

What if it was what I wanted it to be?

What in the hell is wrong with me?