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Listening to: Good Enough - Evanescence
I don't understand how Dave can be so depressed. I really don't get it. His shit is about as bad as mine, but why does he think that he's alone?! He's not! I fucking swear it's not!!! And it both pisses me off and upsets me that one of my closest friends thinks he is alone, but then says that he knows ppl care about him.

I guess I get what others thought when I was like that, but honestly, I grew up from that.

Please Dave, just realize that you mean more to some people then you have any idea of.

much love
~me
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Entry List
181
180 [ Sam's Club Cashier...
179
178
177 [ something new ]
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175
174
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166 [ *grumble* ]
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164 [ NU ]
163
162
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160 [ WTF MATE? ]
159
158
157 [ FINALLY 21!! ]
156
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151 [ five days!!! ]
150 [ seven days too long ]
149
148
147
146 [ its never enough ]
145
144 [ baha ]
143 [ thoughtful ]
142
141
140 [ let you down ]
139
138 [ parlami ]
137
136
135 [ ug ]
134 [ im batman ]
133
132
131
130 [ SIT SPAM! ]
129
128 [ clawing up my eyes ]
126
127 [ use you up ]
125
124
123
122
121
120 [ R A N T ]
119
118
117 pt2
117
116 [ i dont care ]
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105 [ break me D O W N ]
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101
99 [ ill be the victim ]
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95 [ stupid marine ]
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90 [ women is the devil ]
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86 [ dumb fucking ass ]
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75 [ im in pain ]
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66 [ I AM TAiNTeD ]
65 [ concecrate this ]
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56 [ 400 BABIES ]
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52 [ and now youre gone ]
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46 [ BAH FUCKING HUMBUG ]
45
44 [ why do i feel desperate...
43 [ im not sick but im not...
42
41
40 [ just know that i am...
39 [ what a perfect betrayal ]
38 [ fuck this sore inside my...
37 [ why do i feel like i'm...
36 [ you will let me down ]
35 [ happy turkey day! ]
34
33
32 [ sever your leg plz sir ]
31
30
29 [ have i failed somehow or...
28
27 [ die stupid fucktards die...
26
25 [God Hates Everyone ]
24 [would you find yourself...
23 [cant get the hell off the...
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21
20 [ i can change ]
19 [ only sometimes ]
18 [resvelgarmi]
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1
The "Virgin" Whore
It's not fucking worth it.
Too much work.
Plotting
I ||h u r t|| myself...
I don't need anger...
Fun times...not for me.
Jebus
Fucking Ozzfest
Selfish Bitch ish I.
Sick...again...x.x
I'M ALIVE!!!
Anger Management
Meanie Me
Blah, blah...BLAH!
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Hurt
XDXDXD
AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
COOOOOOOOLTS!
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Memory seeps from my veins.
Why am I so alone?
Miss. Need.
The only place I know of...
Poem - You're No Savior
SC Punching Bag
I'm so worthless.
blank
Angel's Punishment Lyrics
Fucking. Cowboys.
So Giddy...
Pissed the Hell off
Hello there...ho.
Unfaithful...
GAH!
^^ HALLO!
Lacuna tomorrow!!!
Cold-hearted bitch
Poor Sit. *pats*
The real truth.
I FUCKING HATE HIM!
;_;
Falling
To Kayet...
Always depressed there.
Ick...flying. Why don't you...
So bored...
I've lost them...
Oh wow...new start?
And he has to ruin it all...
Just know that I am still...
I'm too damn tired to be the...
Haven't you ever wanted to...
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WEEEE! >>
WEEEEE!
Genesis
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Bored as hell
NIPPLE!
Always a slut.
Too much is bad.
PHOTOSHOP ROCKS!
Alone yet again.
I don't want to let go.
I'm not mad...and I don't...
Fuck you, too.
OMFG!!!
Tab A...
MASS boredom...
EEEE!
ONE DAY! OMFG!
Bored...
A Different Kind Of Pain
The Virgin Whore
>
What's been going on...
Real Love Vs. Katey and...
It's my fault.
But I'm still here...
Mass DDR
I hate him.
Da Skirt
Crash and Burn
Mmmm...real McDonald's...
"Baby, can you handle me?"
Since the first one was...
What friends I have...
Hullo day off!!
Day of Silence
Hide again
Weird
zOMG! 4/20!!!
...Ghetto
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Prom...WOO!
My poor feet.....
zOMFG!
V.V
TEA CAKE! ^^ *huggles*
I've been fixed!
>< GAH!
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CRAB!
FREAKING OUT! d00d!
NAKIE TIME!
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Oh fuck yeah.
*stomach growls* >>
Fucking rule
Ick.
EVERYONE!
More great news...both...
Alone again...
Don't expect anything.
Fuck everything.
Poem - Time Bomb
Poem - Tear Drop of Blood
What happened?
Questions and Answers
Dreams
Warning...bring a bucket.
Yeah.
*sighs*
I'm just here.
*is going to kill*
Kinda serious...
-_- Stupid Comcast.
I want to learn another...
NOOOO! NOT MY FOX!
I love my boyfriend...SO much.
So going to Hell...
It's time to go.
Go me. -_-
Nice going, Kayla
FINALLY! I have it!
WOO! MEG!
Party today
Empty
Really, really bored
A random quiz I got off of...
Pissed and depressed
^^
Oh wow.
Girl Power!
ONE DAY! AH!
He's back...save me.
AH!
>< EWE!
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Sorry...
NCHS and it's beautiful...
Song lyrics...Razorblade Kiss
Song lyrics...Entwined
Gotta love music and ma boys!
^^
Merci pour Hawk! ^^
A fuck up.
Pathetic
Ceremics...blech.
*dances*
HOME!
Home now.
Florida...
I hate me.
Last Half day and end of 1st...
2nd Half Day
Half day #1
Save me from me...
Sickness...
Thinking
Oo
Me two best friends
My 1st Best Friend
Ppl in my life.
Snow Day
WOO HOO!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
We're through.
v.v
Oo Don't mess.
WOO!
Sick of school.
New songs.
Bad things...><
Same old thing
Can't do much of anything.
Somehow still all alone.
>< GAH!
Real love
Masks
One of the most not happy ppl.
Things I'll never say to him.
The hardest part...
Oo Okay then...
*cannot breathe*
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One day. Oh god...
Why am I such a bad person?
Shadow...go AWAY!
Bitch...I hate her.
WOO!
School admin...GEES!
^^ I'm okay.
PMS...really bad PMS...
School sucks...big time.
I can't hate.
9 more days...damn!
Why?
Lyrics
There is a change.
It's my fucking life.
Super jealous.
I hate this place.
One way to deal that I don't...
WOO! JAPANESE!
Randomness...Oo
Remember when?
v.v Another fight...
Time to disappear.
Why?
I really shouldn't think.
What in the hell is normal?!
Old music and old times
I'm beautiful?
Already know today's gonna...
I TELL YOU!
Awsome day!
Everything is perfect.
All that matters.
Hot Topic
OO
Fuck you Shadow.
Ghost.
It's so hard.
Silence is golden.
My private entries.
No one understands.
I want it to stop.
Damn it, Hikari...
I'm getting better.
Me make Peace...
Home...WOO! ><
"For You" Lyrics
Fuck everything.
><
Picasso
LE GASP!
No one sees me.
I MISS HIM! v.v
Really no particular mood.
Some of my favorite songs.
Song for Shadow.
*sighs*
My Lullaby
Bitch.
I hate fighting.
Almost made it.
v.v
Broken and used again.
Fuck all this.
A life now.
Non-stop headbanging WARNING!
><
WOO! *cannot hear shit*
Horoscopes
AH! TICKETS!
AH! SUGAR HIGH WITHOUT THE...
But I still fucking missed...
AH!
Continuing dream...
Imperfect
Imaginary world
Praying...
"Understanding" Lyrics
Where is she now?!
Yeah...another one.
Two loves? I can't...
More random shit.
Random
Hypocritical much?
Please...
Kill me now.
Please find me...
AH!
The greatest call EVER!
Back to the old ways of life.
OUT THERE!
Holding my last breath.
Now I see I took what I hated...
No more...
>.<
Another reason why I