463 [ dont be afraid of the dark ]
Listening to: night of the hunter - 30 seconds to mars
Feeling: excited

All my latest entries have been full of either angst or me just pissed off. So, I shall make a good one!

Last night, we DESTROYED Heroic Putricide!!! WOOOO! Okay, okay. I lied. We destroyed him after 13 attempts. I only died 15 times, so that means I didn't fuck up as bad as I could have!! That made me happy. My lag fucked me a lot when it came to viles and goo, but some of it wasn't my fault. I'll get better after a couple more attempts for sure. :)

I'm thinking about buying a stick of ram for my comp. I have a feeling that Cata is going to overload it the second she comes out. D: So, I'll probably end up buying a stick or two. I'll have to get a hold of someone either in guild or around me that knows computers and can help me figure out what type of ram I need to get so I don't fuck it up. Last thing I need to do is fuck up my comp. I'll just die. Srsly.

I love my fiance. I've been cleaning up a lot around the basement. It's a work in progress, but I think it should make Mike happy. It should also get the rents off the behinds. Wee.

~Kayla

blessed by a bitch with a bastards seed

nice to meet you but better to bleed

rise ill rise ill rise higher

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463 [ dont be afraid of the...
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461 [ i will not break ]
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459
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457
456
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454 [ mommy come get me out...
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452 [ i will take your breath...
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450 [ put me to sleep ]
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445 [ well be together again ]
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442 [ just get away !! ]
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426 [ im a soldier ]
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424 [ with my freeze ray ]
423 [ why are we at war? ]
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420 [ bitch slap, slow attack...
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417 [ reality is killing me ]
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413 [ i wont need you again ]
411 [ the day has come ]
410 [ i dont know where i end...
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405 [ it left me dying ]
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399 [ oh its what you do to...
398 [ you will not rise above...
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395 [ im sure im not alone ]
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391 [ im so afraid of waking ]
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389 [ void of all the anger...
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381 [ the perfect drug ]
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379 [ ill be fine ]
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375 [ ill take my last breath...
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370 [ fly away from here ]
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366 [ they were right about...
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363 [ you are fading ]
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355 [ you think everythings...
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347 [ still right here ]
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344 [ same direction ]
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341 [ i cant let go ]
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335 [ im an emo prince ]
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325 [ in a place unknown ]
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319 [ tapestry of haunted...
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317 [ catching my breath ]
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312 [ disconnect and...
311 [ dont leave me alone in...
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305 [ doormat ]
304 [ im a fake ]
303 [ ive been running on...
301
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298 [ i ship afr!bianca ]
297 [ youre so cold ]
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295 [ you taste like heaven ]
294 [ life is a waterfall ]
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290 [ hold me now i need to...
289 [ shes taking over too...
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280 [ welcome to the end ]
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258 [ happy anniversary ]
257 [ im wide awake ]
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235 [ but i remember...
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229 [ i dont feel anything at...
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222 [ i am spellbound ]
221
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218 [ yet i wish i felt...
217
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214 [ wuts been up ]
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209 [ G R A V E R O B B E R ]
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196 [ kill me ! ]
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180 [ Sam's Club Cashier...
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166 [ *grumble* ]
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164 [ NU ]
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160 [ WTF MATE? ]
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157 [ FINALLY 21!! ]
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151 [ five days!!! ]
150 [ seven days too long ]
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144 [ baha ]
142
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140 [ let you down ]
139
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138 [ parlami ]
136
135 [ ug ]
134 [ im batman ]
133
132
130 [ SIT SPAM! ]
131
128 [ clawing up my eyes ]
129
126
127 [ use you up ]
125
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119
118
116 [ i dont care ]
117
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105 [ break me D O W N ]
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99 [ ill be the victim ]
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90 [ women is the devil ]
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86 [ dumb fucking ass ]
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75 [ im in pain ]
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66 [ I AM TAiNTeD ]
65 [ concecrate this ]
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56 [ 400 BABIES ]
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52 [ and now youre gone ]
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46 [ BAH FUCKING HUMBUG ]
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43 [ im not sick but im not...
44 [ why do i feel desperate...
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40 [ just know that i am...
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39 [ what a perfect betrayal ]
38 [ fuck this sore inside my...
37 [ why do i feel like i'm...
36 [ you will let me down ]
35 [ happy turkey day! ]
34
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32 [ sever your leg plz sir ]
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30
29 [ have i failed somehow or...
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27 [ die stupid fucktards die...
25 [God Hates Everyone ]
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24 [would you find yourself...
23 [cant get the hell off the...
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19 [ only sometimes ]
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The "Virgin" Whore
It's not fucking worth it.
Too much work.
Plotting
I ||h u r t|| myself...
I don't need anger...
Fun times...not for me.
Jebus
Fucking Ozzfest
Selfish Bitch ish I.
Sick...again...x.x
I'M ALIVE!!!
Anger Management
Meanie Me
Blah, blah...BLAH!
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Hurt
XDXDXD
AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
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COOOOOOOOLTS!
Memory seeps from my veins.
Why am I so alone?
Miss. Need.
The only place I know of...
Poem - You're No Savior
SC Punching Bag
I'm so worthless.
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Angel's Punishment Lyrics
Fucking. Cowboys.
So Giddy...
Pissed the Hell off
Hello there...ho.
Unfaithful...
GAH!
^^ HALLO!
Lacuna tomorrow!!!
Cold-hearted bitch
Poor Sit. *pats*
I FUCKING HATE HIM!
The real truth.
;_;
Falling
To Kayet...
Always depressed there.
Ick...flying. Why don't you...
So bored...
I've lost them...
And he has to ruin it all...
Oh wow...new start?
Just know that I am still...
I'm too damn tired to be the...
Haven't you ever wanted to...
WEEEE! >>
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WEEEEE!
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Genesis
Bored as hell
NIPPLE!
Always a slut.
Too much is bad.
PHOTOSHOP ROCKS!
Alone yet again.
I'm not mad...and I don't...
I don't want to let go.
Fuck you, too.
OMFG!!!
Tab A...
MASS boredom...
EEEE!
Bored...
ONE DAY! OMFG!
A Different Kind Of Pain
The Virgin Whore
>
Real Love Vs. Katey and...
What's been going on...
It's my fault.
But I'm still here...
Mass DDR
I hate him.
Da Skirt
Crash and Burn
Mmmm...real McDonald's...
"Baby, can you handle me?"
Since the first one was...
What friends I have...
Hullo day off!!
Day of Silence
Hide again
Weird
zOMG! 4/20!!!
...Ghetto
Prom...WOO!
My poor feet.....
zOMFG!
V.V
TEA CAKE! ^^ *huggles*
I've been fixed!
>< GAH!
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CRAB!
FREAKING OUT! d00d!
NAKIE TIME!
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Oh fuck yeah.
*stomach growls* >>
Fucking rule
Ick.
EVERYONE!
More great news...both...
Fuck everything.
Don't expect anything.
Alone again...
Poem - Time Bomb
Poem - Tear Drop of Blood
What happened?
Questions and Answers
Dreams
Warning...bring a bucket.
Yeah.
*sighs*
*is going to kill*
I'm just here.
Kinda serious...
-_- Stupid Comcast.
I want to learn another...
NOOOO! NOT MY FOX!
I love my boyfriend...SO much.
So going to Hell...
It's time to go.
Go me. -_-
Nice going, Kayla
FINALLY! I have it!
WOO! MEG!
Party today
Empty
Really, really bored
A random quiz I got off of...
Pissed and depressed
^^
Oh wow.
ONE DAY! AH!
Girl Power!
He's back...save me.
AH!
>< EWE!
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Song lyrics...Razorblade Kiss
NCHS and it's beautiful...
Sorry...
Song lyrics...Entwined
Gotta love music and ma boys!
^^
Merci pour Hawk! ^^
A fuck up.
Pathetic
Ceremics...blech.
*dances*
HOME!
Home now.
Florida...
I hate me.
Last Half day and end of 1st...
2nd Half Day
Half day #1
Save me from me...
Sickness...
Thinking
Oo
Me two best friends
My 1st Best Friend
Snow Day
Ppl in my life.
WOO HOO!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
We're through.
v.v
Oo Don't mess.
WOO!
Sick of school.
Bad things...><
New songs.
Same old thing
Can't do much of anything.
Somehow still all alone.
>< GAH!
Real love
One of the most not happy ppl.
Masks
The hardest part...
Things I'll never say to him.
Oo Okay then...
*cannot breathe*
One day. Oh god...
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Why am I such a bad person?
Shadow...go AWAY!
Bitch...I hate her.
WOO!
^^ I'm okay.
School admin...GEES!
PMS...really bad PMS...
I can't hate.
School sucks...big time.
9 more days...damn!
Why?
There is a change.
Lyrics
It's my fucking life.
Super jealous.
I hate this place.
One way to deal that I don't...
Randomness...Oo
WOO! JAPANESE!
v.v Another fight...
Remember when?
Time to disappear.
Why?
I really shouldn't think.
Old music and old times
What in the hell is normal?!
I'm beautiful?
Already know today's gonna...
I TELL YOU!
Everything is perfect.
Awsome day!
All that matters.
OO
Hot Topic
Ghost.
Fuck you Shadow.
Silence is golden.
I want it to stop.
My private entries.
I'm getting better.
Me make Peace...
Home...WOO! ><
Fuck everything.
"For You" Lyrics
><
Picasso
LE GASP!
No one sees me.
I MISS HIM! v.v
Really no particular mood.
Some of my favorite songs.
Song for Shadow.
*sighs*
My Lullaby
Bitch.
I hate fighting.
v.v
Broken and used again.
Fuck all this.
A life now.
Non-stop headbanging WARNING!
><
WOO! *cannot hear shit*
AH! SUGAR HIGH WITHOUT THE...
Horoscopes
AH! TICKETS!
But I still fucking missed...
AH!
Imperfect
Continuing dream...
Imaginary world
Praying...
"Understanding" Lyrics
Where is she now?!
Yeah...another one.
More random shit.
Two loves? I can't...
Random
Please...
Hypocritical much?
Kill me now.
Please find me...
AH!
Back to the old ways of life.
The greatest call EVER!
OUT THERE!
Holding my last breath.
Now I see I took what I hated...
No more...
>.<
Another reason why I hate...
School sucks.
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Take it all away.
Something I have to say.
It's over.
Day one
WOO! ^^
Another chance is all I ask.
OW!
FINALLY!
I hate myself...because of...
No...please save me...
Stupid me...
The Greatest Entry EVER!
So much blood...
I can't...
SQUEE!
Song about me...
Phantom
GAH!
What will happen?
Randomness
Am I needed?
Damn survays!
Back from CP...
Please don't lie...
What is happening to me?
I don't know what to do...
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I PASSED!
No...I can't...
I'm okay...
Suicidal again?
Wow...
Poem mood
GAH!
Need to...
DAMN IT!
Fuckers
WOO!
CAKE!
WOO!
SAVE ME! LET ME GO!
....
Break please...
WOOT!
WOO! FUCK UPS!
Insomnia...
I'm so sorry.
I'm here for you, my Fallen...
WOOT!
I'm not doing to hurt...
New songs...
Fuck! And any other obsene...
Finally! YES!
Locking the doors...
Religion...still gonna be...
Suicide...the ONLY answer...
Close but no cigar.
Wow...
I want it.
Loner...
Please just cry for me. Just...
Star Wars...stories and...
WOOT!
06 IN DA HOUSE!
Bragging...WOOT!
Betrayed them...sorry Rose...
Photobucket!
Betrayed and Abandoned...I...
WOOT! RANDOM SURVEY!
Dreams+Headbashing=NOT SANE!
Headache...gah...
Randomness again
BACK BABY! WOO!
Fuck this shit.
Right...another weird day...
Yeah...I know...I know...
I hate Wednesday.
JUST FUCKING DO IT!
Fucked...
Anne's Note
What am I doing?!
I wonder what could happen?
Please...take me away...
WOO HOO!
Emotions out of control again
Alone yet again
I hate dreaming...
WOO!
Sorry again
Please...please forgive me
Questions about me
I'm forgetting everything.
Fucked up dreams
Love in my heart.
Time for the bitch to emerge.
Why must I question?
Fucking life get's me down!
FUCKED!
Another day in Who-ville...
Have you ever loved someone?
Lied To Again
A Helping Hand
Can't Be Happy
Lost in my Dying Sea
Today
Latest news
Hello
Happy
Scream
Fucking Chemistry...
BLONDNESS!
Hidden Feelings
POP MY DAMN BACK!
WTF?!?!?
Alone again
Still Drowning
Forgiveness
It takes...
DAMN IT!
Trapt
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Logansport
Kick-ass Japanese words
SPRING BREAK BABY!!
Blah...blah
School yet again
Damn it...
Bitch
Yeah, I'm fucked...
Need. Want.
Chemistry
He he...OOPS!
Weird Week...
My NC hoodie
Betrayer...
Saved
Let me go...
Split in Two
*sighs*
Good Day - 3
Back to the Darkness
Good day - 2
Small Poem
WOO HOO! GO ME!
Xanga shit
Boredom...AGAIN!
Empty...
Rage consums...
Hikari, Kaimu pic...
Failing...again
Sorry...
Still Sick...
Still here...
Wake Me Up!
Poem to my Anne
Goodbye...
Alone
GR!
Damn Wendy...
Geograpy Class
...Nothing...
Japanese Phrase of the day...
No Dinner...
New monitor
Stupid Ankle...
Let me do it...
I'm SO bi...
First Steps To Becoming A...
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Birthmark images
I am a hamster killer...
Evanescence...Chapter 8...
Might be in big trouble...
Evanescence...Chapter 7...
My TT Thread...
Evanescence...Chapter 6...
Evanescence...Chapter 5...
Evanescence...Chapter 2...
Evanescence...Chapter 3...
Yipes!
Evanescence...Chapter 4....
...I hate this...
Evanescence...Chapter 1...
Breathe No More...Chapter...
Short Story...Can I Tell?
Breathe No More...Chapter...
Breathe No More...Chapter 9...
Breathe No More...Chapter 6...
Breathe No More - Chapter 7...
Breathe No More...Chapter 8...
Breathe No More...Chapter 3...
Breathe No More...Chapter 4...
Breathe No More...Chapter 5...
Breathe No More...Chapter 2...
Breathe No More...Chapter 1...
...ug...kill me now...
Bored...and hungry...
A Thief, a whore, a liar....
My real life story...
Party = okayness
*jaw on ground*
YAY! TONIGHT! MY EPISODE!
...blank stares...
Oui...je sais...
....*yawn*....What?
I'm in love with...
One down...two to go
YAY! In two different ways!
update...maybe
YAY!!!
I Can't...I Won't...
"Shadow"
...dark...
Raining...
I'm getting SICK!
Leslie is sick...
Thoughts of Suicide
My mommy is a stripper...
My favorite song lyrics...
FINALLY!!!
Winny's sick....
My new story....
.....*random hugs*.....
..........*random...
20 more days!
Why is suicide the only...
This is the last time...
"Blankity, blankity, blank!"
Too late to go back...
I'll never see him again...
My Broken Heart...
I Want Him Back!!!!!!!
About Nothing....
GRRRRR!!!
My song 2...
That time of the month....
Alone....again
My song...
My G-ma's house....
Babysitting...
Survey
THIS DAY SUCKS!!!
Blank..............
The Dance....
Driving...Day two
New Theme, New Colors
YAY!!!
Movie...maybe
Bored...again....
The Blackness Within...
Bored...
Damn!!
Long TIme, No See
YAY!!!!
Home
English 11
My B-day
At School
SCHOOL!!!
Evanescence Concert
Stupid Boyfriend!!!
ONE DAY!!!!!
To Dad's I Go!!!
I hate my life!
What to do????
Weird
Grandma's
A Little About Me
My baby's poem
Contacts
Tella and My Eyes
A While
Poem 7 - Dreams
Two months, One day
Poem 6 - Pain and You
Stupid People
School Day Blues
Poem 5 - God's Light
Life
Poem 4 - Everything
My Love
Poem 3 - Truth About Me
*Yawn*
Dad's
Poem 2 - Him
Keyboarding and Him
Bored
Poem 1 - My Covers
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