11:49 Late Sunday Night   Starved for Attention Things happened. I went skiing today; I can already feel the burn in my shoulders. Not to mention the bruises -- my last (and only) fall today going to the car to go home happened to be when I tried to turn around on a catwalk and lost all coherent thought and completely smashed into a poor snowboarding girl. I felt so bad; it was all my fault! and now my left shoulder is killing me. Other than that it was a beautiful sunny day. A bit windy and cold but still so amazing. I had some fake bratwursts made of soy, haha. I love those things. We went home around 3. Towards the end of the canyon I turned my phone back on. I had a text from Caleb saying nothing besides "going camping, be back tomorrow." :( This whole not being in the middle of Caleb's life is ..hard for me. It's also hard not having him in the center of my life. Not that we can't do things without each other, just that...I guess I was hoping for more talking today than just that ridiculously short notice that he'd be out of town. Then when I got home I checked my email (nothing from Caleb), had a nap, then went to Amy's house to make shirts. got home around 10:15...yeah. other than the crash into the poor unsuspecting boarder and the stupid text and no emails from Caleb, today was good. let's focus on the good. yeah. breathe in. good. breathe out. good.