1:43 Early Sunday Afternoon   Sleeping Off the Sadness Yesterday I went to see "Relative Values" at the Lyric Theatre with Steve. He was tired, the situation was kind of awkward. The situation has been awkward since I got back. It's like we're not really friends anymore but we're pretending to be. Anyway. He was feeling down, I was feeling confused, and things were weird. The play was okay, funny, cute ending, though not particularly memorable. I got home around 10:50 pm or so, after dropping Steve off...I took a slightly more roundabout way to get home, I wasn't particularly interested in driving on the highway for that long, but i really only took off a block of it. Mostly I wanted to watch the thunder storm out of my windshield with the windows cracked a little, listening to one of the songs that Tom sent me when I was sad recently. Because I have some pretty awesome friends. Caleb called me whilst I was in the middle of a teaming-up-against-the-world fest with Kajsa online, but I ended the convo with her and gave my full attentions to him. or something. because it was costing him actual money to talk to me. ACTUAL MONEY. i'm such a lucky girl. That sounds a bit sarcastic. Things are not going perfectly swimmingly in the land of lurve right now, i guess. he called me last night and i got sick of listening to the dead air and finally told him i was going to go to sleep goodbye. he didn't tell me he loved me. I cried myself to sleep. Haha and just yesterday afternoon i'd been priding myself on not crying in ages. woohoo drama. I'd better go email him and tell him why i was upset