2:10 Wednesday Afternoon   Patiently Waiting for Rejection When there's an obnoxious girl screaming and whining in our ears about an english assignment that she neglected to do because she's too lazy. three seconds after i finished mine. It's all good. I groaned about it too. she asked Steve if he was going to prom. She is going with her boyfriend but she wants steve to go for some reason. Steve said "i don't know. maybe." so that's a change from the "no" i got when i asked him monday...I wonder if it's because it was hilary asking, or if because he's considering going with me... While mrs. obnoxious was rambling on, steve opened a google chat with me. We talked about churches. He wants to read Megan's and my ethnographic essay when we're done with it. I talked to caleb before i went to sleep last night, it was good. i love the sound of his voice. he's so nice. he drew me a picture because i was feeling shitty on account of cramps. he also wrote me an e-mail detailing "just a few" of the reasons why he liked me so much. he's so amazing. I meditated yesterday, that was pretty calming too. shame the cramps started right after and kinda made me feel like i wanted to kill myself for the rest of the night. but it was cool hanging out with Ben. blah. current stresses: gadumatation coming up. Prom coming up...do i have a date or not? ethnographic essay. two book reviews. stupid menstruation. the only thing i care about is english. only because it's a college class and that grade goes on my collge transcript and my scholarship requires at least a 3.5 gpa of me. current happinesses: Gradumatation coming up! I see my lover in just 30 days. I have some really sweet as friends. The sun is out today. I saw a fat little robin this morning. mmmmmmmmmmm life's still good as long as i don't think about school.