8:23 Saturday Morning   I am not diabetic! People yell out the funniest things when they don't think anyone's paying attention. Yesterday i didn't cry at all because i was leaving, even though it was my last day. I was too busy running around, getting signatures from teachers and adminiistrators so i could sign out and be done with Riccarton and be out of their books. I got lots of hugs. I took lots of pictures of the peerswick. At the beginning of the day, i ran to get a leaver's card. i spray painted a piece of wood in tech, and got it all over Greg's hands, oops. it looked like i shot him, because there was a red spot on the painting overalls he was wearing, and the red on his hands...it was fun. I also ran around getting signatures, second period (on account of the teacher's absence and refusal to get a relief for year 13 students) and interval. I gave my teacher one of my screen prints, my second favourite one, in art. I even signed it. oooh proudful. :P Ran around getting more signatures in lunch, ate pavlova that Sam made for me. SAM made me pavlova. I was very touched. :) Sam doesn't hate me and he will miss me. I will miss his abuse and his pretty eyelashes. and him. competition test in maths, which was pretty fun. yay. we didn't win and i didn't get some of the proofs but it was still fun. I'll miss Ira. My parents came at 2 with money to pay the fees i had left unpaid, and teachers said i was awesome. And girls hugged me and gave me food. and I didn't cry. Then I went home, and chilled out wondering about whether or not my party would work. And deciding i didn't really want to go. Then Caleb and Zeb never showed up triking and i got really disappointed and wanted even less to go. I was like "...what if i don't want to go to my party anymore?" but I made myself go. heh. I got there first, by like 5 minutes. i blew up balloons and wrapped up the parcel. People started arriving and we were all just chilling out, and when about 15-20 people were there I was like "okay let's play pass the parcel!" and we started the music and passed that parcel, oh yeah. And whenever the music stopped i'd turn on my video camera and roll the dice and whoever had the parcel when the music stopped had to do whatever the die dictated. 1-pressups, 2-singing, 3-acting, 4-eating, 5-dancing, 6-audience choice. It was hilarious. 20 16-18 year olds playing pass the parcel. then oh man, we did all sorts of stuff. we played "if you love me honey, smile" and it was absolute gold to watch the boys come onto boys. i pretended i was sexy. We also played musical chairs! and watched trampoline wrestling! and played pin the tail on the llama! owen and I did the best. Hyun Woo pinned the tail in a very...um...anyway. my party went really awesome, a lot more awesome than i thought it would. People left around like 11:30...I stayed to help Caleb pick up. I didn't call and say what was going on and fell asleep on the couch. At 3 my parents called and Lawrence woke me up and told me my mum was on the phone and daddy came and picked me up and he was quite angry with me, with valid reason. i woke up at 8 this morning. I felt really bad last night that i made my sick daddy worry and stay up. :( and i feel sorry that lawrence had to be woken up and he was sooo nice about it. Especially since he let us use his house for my party. the people who were there: Greg, Michael Yvetti, Kurn, Laura Marko, James Owen, Simon, Nik, John, Tom, Glenn, Hyun woo, Zeb, Andrew, Brett Arina, Kerry, Scott, Chris T, Geniesa, Chris B Rangga, Rick, Wendy i think that was it that's 28 people though, including Caleb and me. and for one to two days notice, that's pretty good. it was really really fun. I wish i wasn't so dumb. but i can still go opshopping on sunday with arina and kerry and geniesa and chris and scott. yay!