6:13 Monday Evening   I don't Mind The Cold Really, the cold's not that bad. In the spring. Or in the fall. Or in the winter. But during summer? If the weather was SUPPOSED to be like this I wouldn't mind so much maybe. It would maybe cause me to love this place less, and be less likely to want to move back. However, the weather is supposed to be like 23 degrees celsius, as an average high. Our average highs as of late are 11 C. That's the average high of the middle of winter. Right now (okay, for those of you who STILL haven't figured it out: The seasons are all opposite the northern hemisphere. That's just the way it goes with the earth being tilted and all.) it's supposed to be the middle of Summer. How annoying! It's just cold and grey and lonely. It won't even rain. I wouldn't mind it if it rained! I just I don't know. It makes me sad. Especially since I hear that Utah has got lots of new snow. Anyway, I got my digital camera two years ago, for christmas. A few days after I got it, I wrote an illustrated story. It's A Piece of Literary Genius. Marking the 2 year anniversary tomorrow, I'm going to tote my digital camera with me to the mall when I go shopping with Chris and write a story about Zombies. It'll be great. On another note, I still miss Caleb and I still hope he comes back like. tomorrow. Maybe even tonight. I have no idea, just .. SOON. Also, I had quite an interesting dream last night. It had michael jackson in it so it was actually more of a nightmare, but still. So, I was at Caleb's house, and I needed to shower, so I used his parents'. This was perfectly normal in my dream. Their bathroom was very nice, very posh. Anyway, I locked the door and got ready to shower, but something happened and I couldn't shower, and his mom was suddenly blonde. Our friends came over and I was like "...But I really really need to shower!" so I showered really fast and got dressed and went downstairs. Owen was playing a videogame and I wanted to play too, so he let me. It was the beginning of the second-to-last level, and next thing I know, Owen and I were -in- the videogame. It was set in a place that was kinda snowy but i wasn't cold..anyway. We didn't have any weapons, we just needed to maneuver around the threats and get to the end. I don't remember exactly if we were supposed to collect something but anyway. I remember that there were people who were nice and they helped and told us hints and stuff. We went down an ice slide for speed (maybe it was like a hyped up version of chip's challenge or something), and we got to a landing and there were two Michael Jacksons guarding something and if they touched us we would die (haha). Anyway, I freaked out and Owen restarted the level. This time the good people were the ones who were actually people, and everyone else was a zombie. We had to sneak around the zombies and it was really hard! When we got to the door to the next level, we were trying to open it and something flashed saying the next level was in a different videogame. The last thing I remember is zombies surrounding and closing in on Owen and I and then my brain must have switched dreams, either that or I must have woken up. I'm not sure. It was a crazy dream! I looked up key words in a dream dictionary. The one I used didn't have anything for Ice, Zombies, videogames, or Michael jackson. The only other thing I looked up was shower. It was some random vague thing that might have made sense if I had been able to find anything else. The other dream dictionary i used had zombies, but only if you were a zombie, which I wasn't. Does anyone know of a good dream site where you can submit your dreams for analysation? I knew one once where I submitted it, and it picked out significant words and gave the definition of those. I don't know. It's bookmarked on my computer at home but I don't have it memorised. Oh well if I could find a good site I'd post the analysation for my own benefit. This dream was so scary and strange and when i woke up i had to laugh at myself. I just wonder what my subconscious is trying to tell me (Dreams fascinate me). Oh well. Today I ate a big lunch and no breakfast and went to a beach which was cold and grey. I was out of the house for five hours but it wasn't so bad. But it was cold and grey. I don't know. I just don't know. uh. Happy . New year. yeah.