12:57 Early Monday Afternoon   It's listing...It's listing time! time to do some listing! baby! you know when i'm now to just my lists you know what time it is. It's time for listing. It's listing time! that's why they call them listing socks! Good, non stressy things: - I'm going to Portland with Caleb in Dec. - Those tickets were super cheap, too. - Not stressed about URCO anymore cos Paul and I have decided to put it off til February. - Amy is awesome. Angie also. Saturday night was good. - I woke up on time today and had a good chat with some of my late-staying-upper friends in NZ - I don't have any tests coming up. - Friday is Fall Break - My boyfriend is totally attractive, intelligent, caring, and thoughtful. - Flight of the Conchords never fails to make me happy Bad, icky, stressy things: - Caleb and I keep having conflicts - Irrationally (I'm sure), I feel like he doesn't support me, my ideas, or my hopes for the future. - I really miss Caleb, and feel somehow that if we were together life would be okay again. - I have to be a big girl and responsible - I really miss people I shouldn't be missing. - I constantly feel like crying, whenever I start thinking about...pretty much anything. - I have no idea what I want to do with my life. - Rice produces a lot of methane. - Veganism is pretty much impossible. - I'm going to have to go to class with tears in my eyes that i refuse to let fall. - Right now I desperately want someone to confide in, to spill my secrets to, to tell me "Christ, Teresa, stop being a goddamned psycho wench." When it's with me you only need two lists because i'm so intense! You say something like, is that it? but i know what you're saying baby. I know you're saying "oh yeah, that's it." listing hours are over! baaaby! Sometimes I think, i should lock myself in a padded soundproof room and scream obscenities at myself and the world. and then i feel like a horrible person for even thinking these obscenities. I just need to start substituting them for random, unrelated phrases that also can be used for just exclamations! JIMINY CRICKET! sadly Jiminy Cricket cannot be used as a verb like some other expression i'm quite fond of lately. Boy howdy. I need a life. boohoo, cricketing boo hoo.