2:29 Mid Friday Afternoon   Best Idea I can't find the receipt I wrote the poem on. shame shame. I skipped Physics today to play on the quad, but I'm kinda wishing I hadn't. oh well. day on the quad was ok. there weren't as many high school students as i had been expecting. the Army had a rock climbing wall, but I didn't want to give them my information so i abstained. hate working with the drifting electrode. sigh. this round seems to be going better than the last time i tried, though. the bellydancing performance is tonight. kinda scared. kinda not thinking about it. i'm going to do my makeup better tonight than I did last night for the dress rehearsal (I hope). Hopefully today I will be less frustrated than I was yesterday. makeup is the devil. So "Start Wearing Purple" came on...I should have expected that since i'm listening to the album it's on, but still...random blastback (not so random i guess) to Prom and a couple times post prom... I really really miss Steve. he hasn't written me for a while. I've been working on a letter to him for ages but instead of sending it I just write more. sigh. i miss having someone I could rely on, who enjoyed doing some of the less obvious things around town. watching old movies at the theatre. Hiking, whatever. We had become such good friends and I really don't want that to die. I can't wait to get out of here. no, that's a lie. i can wait, I just...really want to go. I want to see my friends whom i haven't seen in a year. i want to see Caleb whom I haven't cuddled in 2 months. haha. i don't like being away from him. who's there to help me with my physics homework? no one, that's who. and finally, it smells alarmingly like farts in here, but i'm the only one in the lab and it wasn't me!! oh dear.